The most diminute sound escapes into the night.
I can't see anything under my covers, but the air that fills the room feels empty. My hands shiver as each one of my thoughts becomes deeper and more of a reality. My eyes adjust to the pitch black room, I can see lights reflecting on my mirror. I see him by my side, his face calm, his eyes closed. A sudden breeze of peace surrounds me. His arm over me doesn't let me move very well, but just the thought of him protecting me takes over any desire of leaving his side. Because only he knows what I fear, and only he knows what I dream. If only I had known id find him all those teenage years, I wouldn't have cried so much. All the deceptions that dried me up inside have made it harder for me to trust and to let go of things. But wen I look into the night, its endlessness gives me the power to love once more, knowing that God is there guiding me knowing what will happen. It gives me a bit more of hope every day I live. Not trying to control my everymove alone, but with his help increasing my chances to have a decent life. A decent life next to someone that deserves to be loved, someone im willing to give everything I've got.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Ya ta3ebny...
The most diminute sound escapes into the night.
I can't see anything under my covers, but the air that fills the room feels empty. My hands shiver as each one of my thoughts becomes deeper and more of a reality. My eyes adjust to the pitch black room, I can see lights reflecting on my mirror. I see him by my side, his face calm, his eyes closed. A sudden breeze of peace surrounds me. His arm over me doesn't let me move very well, but just the thought of him protecting me takes over any desire of leaving his side. Because only he knows what I fear, and only he knows what I dream. If only I had known id find him all those teenage years, I wouldn't have cried so much. All the deceptions that dried me up inside have made it harder for me to trust and to let go of things. But wen I look into the night, its endlessness gives me the power to love once more, knowing that God is there guiding me knowing what will happen. It gives me a bit more of hope every day I live. Not trying to control my everymove alone, but with his help increasing my chances to have a decent life. A decent life next to someone that deserves to be loved, someone im willing to give everything I've got.
I can't see anything under my covers, but the air that fills the room feels empty. My hands shiver as each one of my thoughts becomes deeper and more of a reality. My eyes adjust to the pitch black room, I can see lights reflecting on my mirror. I see him by my side, his face calm, his eyes closed. A sudden breeze of peace surrounds me. His arm over me doesn't let me move very well, but just the thought of him protecting me takes over any desire of leaving his side. Because only he knows what I fear, and only he knows what I dream. If only I had known id find him all those teenage years, I wouldn't have cried so much. All the deceptions that dried me up inside have made it harder for me to trust and to let go of things. But wen I look into the night, its endlessness gives me the power to love once more, knowing that God is there guiding me knowing what will happen. It gives me a bit more of hope every day I live. Not trying to control my everymove alone, but with his help increasing my chances to have a decent life. A decent life next to someone that deserves to be loved, someone im willing to give everything I've got.
Friday, September 14, 2007
Late Night
We're the reflection of imperfection,
We come from the infinite place of limitation.
Rejoice in these days, make a correction,
We're the completion.
Lights out, down for the count, can't get up
Meanwhile the enemy screams the boy is stuck,and the legs of the king are dangling in a rut
Falling pieces, lost sparks, hearts cut.
We're not alone in the madness,if we're here, then so are you,
Deepest caverns underground,we've been taken for the truth,
Scrape my knees, on the hurdles, face down in the puddles.
The only one who'll get us out of this mess,
The one who put us here.
I've got a spear driven through my ear,
Can't you hear the sound, crystal clear,
Pistols smashing chandeliers.
Long for brooks of water like the dear.
A man is just a man,
Filled of faults and weakness,
Four A.M. Jerusalem all alone and speechless.
Nighttime, nobody's home, roam streets in darkness.
I feel I'm just a man, flesh and bones, homeless.
Planting seeds, they won't sink in.
I'm dried up, like the desert earth, how could these seeds give birth.
Water me down, liquify, I will not be cursed.
From one into a million disperse.
Wisdom reigns like water from heaven to below.
Crush my earth, seeds grow, garden start to grow.
You know you've got to rise, though you like to flow.
You can't keep staring out the window.
Earth, water, wind, fire we stay low while getting higher.
Spark igniter, fighting tired
Stay wired, enlighten loads.
Stay alive, weep wail chant, cry, let out a sigh
Energized, give out my last dime, life shouldn't pass me by.
Rise, to the occassion.
Keep these hearts all blazin.
Build your life on a river of wax.
Melt into space, we've been here since the beginning, not going away.
Not going away.....
We come from the infinite place of limitation.
Rejoice in these days, make a correction,
We're the completion.
Lights out, down for the count, can't get up
Meanwhile the enemy screams the boy is stuck,and the legs of the king are dangling in a rut
Falling pieces, lost sparks, hearts cut.
We're not alone in the madness,if we're here, then so are you,
Deepest caverns underground,we've been taken for the truth,
Scrape my knees, on the hurdles, face down in the puddles.
The only one who'll get us out of this mess,
The one who put us here.
I've got a spear driven through my ear,
Can't you hear the sound, crystal clear,
Pistols smashing chandeliers.
Long for brooks of water like the dear.
A man is just a man,
Filled of faults and weakness,
Four A.M. Jerusalem all alone and speechless.
Nighttime, nobody's home, roam streets in darkness.
I feel I'm just a man, flesh and bones, homeless.
Planting seeds, they won't sink in.
I'm dried up, like the desert earth, how could these seeds give birth.
Water me down, liquify, I will not be cursed.
From one into a million disperse.
Wisdom reigns like water from heaven to below.
Crush my earth, seeds grow, garden start to grow.
You know you've got to rise, though you like to flow.
You can't keep staring out the window.
Earth, water, wind, fire we stay low while getting higher.
Spark igniter, fighting tired
Stay wired, enlighten loads.
Stay alive, weep wail chant, cry, let out a sigh
Energized, give out my last dime, life shouldn't pass me by.
Rise, to the occassion.
Keep these hearts all blazin.
Build your life on a river of wax.
Melt into space, we've been here since the beginning, not going away.
Not going away.....
tu boca
you know for a while now
ive been thinking about things.
delirious about that mouth,
knowing its not the same.
my lips dry as the air that rushes between us.
and when i finally have you
the space between us seems to grow
as time ticks by
the rush to touch kills me inside.
but i can't,
i just can't...
the only way
to not feel that way...
is getting one of those
one of those that shut me up
completely inside
the functions inside my mind cant decide
how to really take it in...
an explotion of feelings
growing...
the seed that cant seem to go away..
not touching is only a torment
that ive created for the both of us...
im buried deep withing walls of time
not being able to kiss ...
those lips that take the pain away.
so shut off by my mind
i need to kill this freight.
ive been thinking about things.
delirious about that mouth,
knowing its not the same.
my lips dry as the air that rushes between us.
and when i finally have you
the space between us seems to grow
as time ticks by
the rush to touch kills me inside.
but i can't,
i just can't...
the only way
to not feel that way...
is getting one of those
one of those that shut me up
completely inside
the functions inside my mind cant decide
how to really take it in...
an explotion of feelings
growing...
the seed that cant seem to go away..
not touching is only a torment
that ive created for the both of us...
im buried deep withing walls of time
not being able to kiss ...
those lips that take the pain away.
so shut off by my mind
i need to kill this freight.
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